One Year Later.....

Yesterday was the 1 year anniversary of Megan's passing away. I took off work early and went down to the cemetery and spent some time with her. I cant believe its been a year. I miss her so much! I get a strange feeling at the cemetery... I feel so close to her.. and so far away from her at the same time. Its weird. I hate death... I hate that I lost her. I hate that I lost my sister, my mom too. I suppose I am ultimately being selfish when I say that.. but sometimes I don't care. I want her back. I want them all back. I know things were hard sometimes... and maybe not the most convenient with oxygen tanks, feeding supplies, etc.. but that doesn't matter any more. I know she is happier now, and most importantly, not hurting. I know she can walk, talk, dance, and play like she always wanted to now. I imagine her sitting with my sister, mom, and grandma walking through some beautiful garden, maybe drinking lemonade or whatever.

I love you Megan. I miss you! Thank you for being my daughter. Thank you for helping me. It was an honor and a privlidge to be your dad! Please watch over us. We love you!